Sunday, February 28, 2010

How do I forget you when you're always on my mind? How can I not need you, when you're all I want inside? I wanna tell you what I'm feeling.. but I don't know where to start. I wanna tell you everything, but I'm afraid you'll break my heart.
Turn the shower, lock the door. Fall upon the title and cry once more. Grab a towel, damp the sounds. Don't let a sound hear you're breaking down.
I'm not willing to waste my time thinking about you day and night. If I've never even crossed you're mind for more then five seconds.
If in the end we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make.I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.
Every day that we don't speak in another day, I don't need you. And as I slowly stop missing you, I realize that you weren't all that important to me anyways.
Let me inside your head, I want to know what's on your mind. Tell me your secrets, share with me your dreams; let me know what makes you tick. Give me a taste of you that will keep me coming for more.
Dear brain, sorry for overloading you with thoughts of him.
Dear tummy, sorry for all the butterflies.
Dear pillow, sorry for all the tears.
Dear heart, sorry for all the damage.
Dear me, sorry for being head-over-heels in love with him

I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes maybe a little intimidated,but never scared. But you, you scared me, with your beautiful eyes & your amazing smile, I'm so scared that I will want you forever & you won't even notice.
I thought I had everything under control. Well, I couldn't have been more wrong. I thought I held my world in my hands. Until it broke my heart. Everything I loved was flawed.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Do whatever makes you happy, but do it now. Live life for the moment because everything else is uncertain, take advantage of what is right in front of you.
There's a shine in your eyes and a twinkle in your smile. I should probably let you know, I want you around for a while.
That’s the problem with Disney movies, both people fall of each other. They didn’t make a princess fall for a guy who just led her on with no intention of catching her & thats just not reality
It's hard to wait around for something that you know will never happen. but it's harder to stop when you know it's everything you've ever wanted.
If you could see my heart the way I feel inside you would know just how far I'm willing to go to get to you, there is nothing I won't do
Face it boy, you could've had her. You lost your chance, you should've moved faster. She's sick of waiting, she's finally moved on. Sorry boy, your chance is gone.
You could come and whisper in my ear "you're very pretty, my dear", and "it will be alright", and probably you'd be lying but I don't mind, not this night
When she's built up on so much trust, she's bound to explode one day. The rain in her eyes will fall one day; and she will drown this city.
If you asked me how I'm doing' I'd say just fine but the truth is baby, if you could read my mind not a day goes by that I don't think of you
after all this time you're still with me it's true somehow you remain locked so deep inside baby, not a day goes by

I thought I was going to forget you but I was wrong. I thought I was getting over you but it's been a lie for so long. I thought I'd be able to hate you but it's something I can't do. No matter where I go or what I do, I'm still in love with you.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Look in the mirror & fix yourself up. Wash away those tears. Be strong, honey. Suck it up. No one else can know. Paint on your smile & walk away. You have to pretend you're fine.
I finally let you go; but I'll never forget the amazing things you said to me.
It's hard enough you never actually loved me, but you're doing the same thing to her. I can't stand to watch you destroy another innocent girl.
She'll do anything to escape her own mind...
Don't talk to me, don't look at me or even in my direction; I finally got you out of my mind and the last thing I want is you for to obsess my thoughts again.
And I don't understand by the way you look at me, why we can't be together
i put pennies on the ground so that others will find it & have hope that their days will get better.
something’s happen for a reason. other things happen because you let them.
There's always going be that one thing you hate, but can't change, that one mistake you can't take back, & that one memory you would do
anything to have everything again.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

You do something to me that I can't explain. Would it be out of line if I said I miss you?
Sometimes, a heart can't afford to be just friends.
You can plug your ears && make excuses, block out who you see in the mirror. But the truth is, you can't escape yourself.
It's been a while since I've seen your face, yet the memories are so hard to erase.
Unlike him, I can't just walk away. I can't forget what we had. It's not that easy for me to let go or something that was once my life. I guess unlike him, it actually mattered to me.
I can't stop thinking about where you are, who you're with, what you're doing, and if you even think about me anymore...
Sometimes you just can't open up to someone. Not because you don't trust them. But because once you tell someone how you feel inside, you're giving them permission to hurt you.
Too bad that people can't switch problems. Because nobody knows how to solve their own problems, but they always know how to solve another's
I'm leaving the past where it belongs; behind me. My future? Well, it looks great cause you won't be a part of it.
you were never supposed to mean this much to me

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Sometimes you just gotta figure out: If he doesn't care you might be missing out on someone who does.
Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn't take a day, it takes lots of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self.
In reality silence is the loudest noise
If you're going to keep up this "I don't give a shit" attitude and "let's break her down more today" persona, then just light the way to the nearest exit and let me go.
You can try and hide your feelings but they won't disappear.
The fact that you cannot kiss your elbow is enough to make you realize that some things seem to be so close, yet they are bound to be beyond your reach.
and i hope it makes you jealous when you see me holding his hand. and i hope it makes you squirm when he hugs me in the halls. and i hope you stare right at us when he kisses me and i kiss back. and i hope you finally miss me when you realize that i’m over you
He wants her and he knows it; but the problem with love is, he never shows it.
I would stand for 5 hours in the freezing cold, just to be warmed by his arms in five minutes
it all comes down to what's on your mind at two in the morning.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but so much has happened that we just can't.
So my feelings for you might have gone away, but that doesn't mean I don't still think about you everyday.
& she couldn't help but wonder what it was about her that didn't make her good enough for him.
Please don't look at me that way. You know I'm trying to get over you, so don't give me any reason to fall again.
I love that you make up silly little excuses to come over when we both know that you just want to see me, even if it's only for ten minutes.
What do you want me to say? That I'm hurt? You already know I'm hurt. Do you want me to tell you I'm angry? You already know that as well. I don't have anything to say. I just want to know when exactly you decided that it was okay if you broke my heart.
Wanna know the most incredible feeling? Knowing I made you happy.
Now I realize I didn't mean anything to you. I have to remember, I'm the last thing that's on your mind.
Just when you think nothing is going to make your day better, you turn the corner and see him waiting for you with a big smile on his face.
They broke you down and now your broken and it’s sadder than the saddest movie I ever saw but without the beauty, so I stopped watching, I stopped caring. I've lost all interest and I stopped wearing these plastic smiles, i've washed my hands clean; forget that you forgot about me.